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Monday, December 13, 2010

Tersisih...

Hmph... terus-terang, x semua org ske kn kte. ada yg ske, berkwn dgn kte, ada yg benci berkwn dgn kte... aq dah byk kli rse pengalaman nie... seriously, I tried to be someone that everyone like/comfortable be friends with me... tp kte x dpt nk halang pe yg org citer psl kte.rakan yg baik akan tegur rakannya klu die sdar kwnnya 2 sdah byk berubah. ops, x de kene mengena ngan 2... btw, story start from here... :

masa 2, aq drjh 3. time 2 aq blom berhnti skolah lgi... aq slalu t'tido dlm kelas sbb pnt bru blik dri SK. Honestly, aq bknnye seorg yg pndai bergaul. aq tau plajar pompuan kt c2 sume bencikan aq. klu x bnci pun, mesti x ske kn? aq slalu rehat sorg2, kdg2 aq rehat berdua klu abg long mkn skali ngan aq. disbbkn aq "kurang" digemari oleh kwn sekelas,aq slalu wat hal sndri.

kejadian yg x dpt aq lpekn smpai sekarang adalah... ble Ustaz umum kn nme aq dan dua org lgi "kwn" aq becuz kami tlah diplih menjdi pengawas di skolah. WITHOUT temuduga. aq agak t'kjut but I'm totally happy!!! tp, aq kecewa ble aq tgk kwn2 aq yg t'plih sme dgn aq, terima ucapan tahniah from kwn2 dorg... aq? aq xde kwn, xde org nk ucapkan tahniah kt aq. aq sdar, aq xde kwn... sbb 2 la aq try utk jdi org lain. someone that's not me. aq tau pe yg aq wat nie bunyi die cam t'desak. tp aq mmg t'desak. T'desak utk mencri kwn... hnya kt SK aq de kwn yg baik... Nurin Syamila. aq slalu t'ingatkn die...

tahun nie, agak senang aq mendpt kwn... npe? aq slalu bwk bku novel kt skolah. jdi dorg gi kt aq, pas 2 pnjam bku novel aq, and I've got frenz! hehe! tp, mcm yg aq ckp... x  semua org blh terima/ske kte... aq x nk sebut nme dorg, tp aq x ske ble org kutuk aq kt blakang. ada sorg "kwn" aq nie. die ada sorg bf yg aq pggl mamat poyo. aq x ske ngan mamat 2 sbb, aq dpt rse mamat 2 er... poyo & kaki pompuan. aq slalu nmpk die ngan pompuan lain ble "kwn" aq nie xde kt ngan die... BODOH PUNYE LAKI! KO INGT AQ X TAU KE KO SLALU WAT "KWN" AQ 2 NANGIS? KWN2 DIE PUN STU... WAT BODOH JE...

ehem, honestly, I don't want to have any enemies but enemies finds me... I don't know how long I can stand towards all the gossips, bad lies... & others.no one understood my feelings. aq x de tmpt nk ngadu. mungkin kt blogger sesuai sbb, kt sini agak er.. t'lindung. fb plak terlalu sesak with frenz..... urm... I have to go... dpur pggil sruh ons kn lauk... haha bye.
A friend that always care 4 you,
EzZaTi 

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